Friday, October 14, 2011
I dont wanna messed this things up;
Im so fucking fucking sad D: D: D: I guess sad is not the exact word to use for this case? But i just cant stop blaming myself for the mess ive done D: And i know i will nehhver be able to make things alright again i guess? I hate it larhhhh D: Why am i so so so so careless?
As you all might think that being a receptionist can be a simple job done, just answering some calls, transfering calls, signed for package when sentover etc. Yahhh, thats exactly what i felt too. Its so damn relax until i can tell my mum im just and "Hua Ping" sitting down there.
Its my biggiest mistakes i ever made, i swear. How could i still sit down there happily watching my show while the clients from some big company waiting for one of the staff for meeting? How could i still have the time to head down the pantry for Tea break? How could i not take the iniative to call for SOS when the clients waited for 45mins and they decided to leave? How could i not blame myself for making such mistakes? How could i? D: D: D:
I did contact the person incharge of the meeting. But i coulnt get through him. I did called staffs to help me, but none pickup. And its my fault for not taking the initiative to contact the whole team for help. But how am i susppose to know? Haixz. Worst thing still, i didnt report to him regarding the matter. He got so pissed and i think i almost got him into trouble. Ohhh, FML.
Probably i feel so relax workig there and just felt like home until i didnt take things seriously? The matter was brought up to the HR and got no choice but have to...... Haixz, ohwells.
And i guess there wouldnt be any chances for me to go back again.. How would the rest of the staffs thinks of me? Irresponsible or noob at handling things? I guess i will be the new gossip headline for those typical OL already uhhh. Ohwells. HAIXZ D: I will learn from my mistakes, and will not make it the second time ):
Shall spam alot of chocolates later after making my chocolate pudding!
&, Thanks for being there for me, FBB. YOU STUPID ASS KEEP MAKING ME LAUGH (L)
5:35:00 PM
